THREESOME! :) !!!

There are lots of questions on my mind now...

Time check:

0113 hours:

Updating this entry, while sobbing uncontrollably..

As i look back from where we first begun, the pictures we took thus far, i couldn't contain my tears....

I reckon that my eyes would be red & swollen by 6am later... (from all the crying from this afternoon till now)

It would be especially, especially painful for me if i really had to resort to letting go on our otherwise happy r/s, if not for your Mum...

Its been so long since i last loss sleep till this extend... We've been having so much disagreements over issues of your difficult Mum eversince the National Day weekend...

In fact should i say, your Mum was a permenant obstacle in our otherwise happy r/s...

I don't remember having any arguements/disagreements this big, throughout the 2 years we were together... Your Mum was the main cause of all the arguements...

My mind went blank... I'm feeling the giddiness & stuffiness in my chest... My heart is in my mouth...

Time check: 0141

Uncle Spencer should be on the plane by now...

Its 4 hours 15 mins to dawn... 4 hours 15 mins to hitting the showers..

4 hours 15 mins to..... erm... i wished i had the courage to end this agony once & for all...

Your agony of being the patty of the burger, my agony of putting up with all her nonsense last minute arragements..

Time check: 0142

My mind went blank for the second time in a span of 60 seconds...

My head is heavy, its spinning.. My heart is in my mouth...