Marriage doesn't only takes 2 persons... Does it..??

If it does, then why all the hassle...??

Everything seems to not be in place...

Didn't know, even preparing for ROM can be sucha pain...

Wondering, just WHEN will everything settle in place...

*tsk*

Yes!! Am sick again, & that should explain the lack of updates yesterday..

Despite me feeling grumpy, i still went to work.. But i relented @ 11plus because i really can't take the grumpiness anymore, plus Dear has been nagging @ me to see the doc...

He passed me a $50 note over breakfast, & told me to see the doctor... (=

Know what??? The bill came up to a whopping $43, because i was having flu, sore throat & fever!!! My already wobbly legs turned even more wobbly & nearly gave way when the clinc assistant passed me the bill...

I called Dear & told him about it, & he said it was OK, so long as i recovered fast.. *sweet*

Went home, & slept for about 2 hours, & felt a tad better, & by dinner time, the hunger was killing me... Complained to mum, but no one voulenteered to buy my dinner, & in the end, i still had to drag myself to buy my own dinner... *Tsk*

Anyway, after my dinner, i forced the first dose of medicine down my throat, & by the time i completed my first dosage, i was already doubly bolated, because i drank too much water, in bid to swallow the huge pills.. *puke*


Anyway, i really hope to recover fast!!!

Our first year anniversary is just days away!!!!!


I WANT TO ENJOY!!!!

Happy!!!!!!

Till date, i've gotten 4 roses of different colours from Dear, one for each day, as Part I of pre- first-year anniversary celebration... Whee~~~~

Reckoned he ran out of colours to buy for tomorrow.. Whahaha~~~~
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Am right now running a tempreture.. All the signs has kicked in, & that includes a sore & bleeding throat, a slight flu, & my bones are aching!!! Dear commented that its a fever awaiting eruption!!!

I was turning & tossing in bed the whole of last night, because of the intense pain in my throat, & when i went to the washroom to clear my throat this morning, i was horrified when i actually saw that what was spitted out, was nothing but BLOOD!!!!!!!!!

I hope i'll be well enough to attend work tomorrow... )=

I'm falling sick yet again... )=

Today was terrible.. The phone never once stopped ringing throughout the day... Its one of my worst day ever... )=

I took more than 1 hour, to have my lunch eaten, not because i was enjoying it, but rather, my lunch was in between the relentless calls... The never ending calls... Its getting a lil too much for me to handle.. So much so that i nearly cried....

Though it was not the first time handling alone, i find today, totally suffocating.. Didn't even have the time to pee, & now, with the nearing of Cec's resignation, i really totally cannot imagine my life... Freaking scary...)=

It seems that the flu bug is sinking in again, thanks to Dear & Xie who passed me the flu bug.. Both of them was down with flu just yesterday, & they seemed to have recovered fast enough, because i see neither of them blowing their muscus, but find myself blowing muscus instead...

Though the flu isn't fully blown yet, but i foresee a fully blown one sometime soon, because the chills are kicking in, & my body tempreture is rising...

God bless me please...

As much as i want to keep as composed as possible over here, i really cope with huge difficulties... I'm drained throughout...)=

First, it was the 'someone' here who refused to admit their mistake... A four hour job was only fulfilled close to 6 hours later... It appeared to us that he was just being far too defensive, & even made it as if it was our fault...

Damn.. Frankly, can someone enlighten me on how to effectively deal with this kind of people..?? I really really have no idea @ all... )=

Then, it was the VPN connection over in office... As you guys might have known, eversince the move, we have been having problems hooking up onto the server over @ DT.. I would have to keep restarting my system each time i want to connect to VPN, in order to be able to check emails...

In this morning alone, i tried & retried 5 or 6 times, before successfully connecting to the server... Its really really getting on my nerves!!!! I might have being labelled as over-reacting, but if you ever were to work here, you'll know what i mean...

Else, Cec won't be harbouring the thoughts of tendering yet again.. Yes again..!!!

She is now tying her resignation letter!!! No joke!!! I'm so freaking frustrated la!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Coping alone is ok, but imagine me having to cope with all the hiccups, & coaching of the new girl!!! I hope i won't go bonkers!!!!

I foresee troubles & more troubles coming my way, with the departure of Cec, come end July... As if with LKK's departure from Tanjong Pagar in mid come mid July was not enough...

Why do all the not so nice things choose to happen together..??

I don't know...

i really really don't....

p/s: in no mood to make my entry a coulourful one!!! )=

Its 2321..

Reckon its yet another sleepless night...

Maybe i'm really being too troublesome & complainsome..

Done, be it...

I'm famished, now waiting for LKK to drop by after work & bring me out for lunch..(=

Don't keep me waiting for roo long ok..??

As the saying goes:

A hungry woman is a angry woman... So please come fast alright!!!
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Anyone planning to get married..?? Maybe this http://www.indulgz.com/ would help... The pictures are so captivating & salivating!!! (=

Trust me.. Else, LKK & me would not have thinking of holding the party there....(=

Now the only thing is, whether they can work out something for us on our budget... (=

I thought this http://www.indulgz.com/Lover looks good & whats more, its reasonably priced... (thats what i think..)

But all we can do now, is to adopt a wait-and-see attitude to see what they can offer...

I shall blog more about it later, once we recieved the reply, so stay tuned peeps!!!

Whee~~~(=

Ok.. This entry shall be a random, picture-ly post, since its been like donkey years since i last updated an entry with pictures... (=

Like ffffffffffiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnaaaaaaaalllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't ask me why i am blogging only now ok.... The internet connection was down, & it jeopardised our work!!!

Oh well....
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Apparently, Singaporeans these days are so rude!!! My week, kicked off with this stupid man's luggage running over my poor toes in the sardined-packed MRT during rush hour, without even saying sorry... *puke*

What pissed me further is that when i ouched, his female companion happily smiled sweetly @ me, without even apologising after i gave him the obviously very pissed off look ...!!!

So what he's so well dressed?? So what if he's speaking good english...?? He failed terribly as a whole being...

Would it kill him to at least say excuse me, or sorry...???

I do not accept, if he told me he didn't know his bloody luggage ran over my poor toes, & even if it was really so, it would have occured to him when i ouched aloud, or @ the very least, when he saw the very pissed look right..???? Moron!!!!
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I was whinning for Dear to send me home yesterday, which he did.. I whined for him to bring me eat sushi, which is also did, & for that i thank you Dear.. For every little thing you did for me...(=

He so cute lah... I told him i rashes, & he insisted i use the cream he passed me, which i did of course...(=

Our first year anniversary is coming right up, & am now already cracking my head to think of ideas to celebrate this special day.. Its been sometime, i surprised him.. Any ideas...?? Thanks in advance...(=

Looking back, this year was never easy.. We had our fair share of quarrels & happy times.. I'm happy that we're still holding on together, despite all the downs that we've been through.. Frankly speaking, i'm thankful, very thankful & thats why i really hope to plan our first year anniversary celebration to be a special & unforgettable one.. (=

The happiest thing is........................ Dear has agreed to go Taiwan with me, come this year end... (=

It'll be our first oversea trip together... Wheee~~~~

I choped you already... Wheee~~~~

p/s: yi yan wei ding, yi bai nian bu xu huan, huan de ren jiu bian botak!!! =)p

Damn...!!

My rashes are back, officially, & its driving me nuts.. Its freaking uncomfy, because of the redness & itchiness...!!!!

I want to ignore it, but i can't, due to the constant itchiness that occurs each time friction happens between my arm & my workdesk, when writing orders or typing on the compt... )=

Its freaking itchy, but i'm trying my very very best to ignore it as much as i can, & pray that it'll heal over time...

Fact is, rashes happens whenever stress sets in or whenever i get insufficient rest.. My rashes were never caused by seafood, because the rashes started only like 3 years back when i was in my previous company, where the stress level was 'quite high...'

Fuuny, it may sound, but thats according to Lynette...

I'm trying my very best to do whatever i can, to keep this (the rashes outbreak) to the minimal, by trying to sleep early, using the Dettol shower gel, (stupid it may sound) & keeping my spirits as high as possible, to stop all these from happening... (=

To Mr LKK, so you know what i mean right... *winks*

I had wanted to post some pictures, to show just how serious the rashes are, but i decided against it, because, its disgusting, seriously... Real disgusting... Even i'm disgusted myself..!!

Rashes go away, & never ever come back ever again!!!!

Damn..)=

I'm all smiles today... (=

Was on MC yesterday... I palyed BEJEWEL, & scored a totally unbeatable score... Lao Kok Kok spent the whole night, trying to beat my score, but to no avail & seeing his dejected face, when he was telling me about it this morning, was totally hilarious!!!

He never wanted me to win, whenever we gamed together.. He is always out to try beat my score.. But too bad, because my score yesterday was a whopping 60k over, & his best score is a mere 15 or 16k, not even half of my score..!! Whahaha~~~~~

I'm so happy can!! Because, for once, i'm very confident that, he can never beat my score!!! Hahaha... Not at least until he caught the trick of the game...

FYI, i'm a newbie to this game while he has been playing for sometime now...

Alritez, pardon me for this super bo-liao post..

I'm elated!!(=

An hour or so ago, i was blogging...

I'm blogging again now...

I still can't get my mind to rest...

My head can't think properly now...

Its spinning hell...

I've got absolutely nothing in my mind that i can blog about, but still i blogged...

That should explain why my entries are all single sentences...

This space, being my only friend now, while others are snoozing away...

Why am i blogging again @ this hour...??

One word, sleepless...

Why the sleeplessness...??

Lets not mention...

Will i be able to make it to office later..??

We'll see about it...

How am i feeling right now..??

Sucky, because my rashes are making a comeback...

Haha... Funny right..??

but nothing beats the sucky feeling deep within...

Thought of uploading long overdued pictures today, but laziness just got the better of me, thus i shall shelve the thoughts for the time being...

Just had nasi lemak for lunch & i already felt like sleeping...=_=

Anyway, not much plans for today, except going to treat Dad to a Father's Day dinner.. We can't afford much this year, because we're on a massive savings plan for our Big Day...)=

We're still trying our best to pump money into our joint a/c, which was opened in March.. Till date, we've just managed to past the 4 digit mark.. We've still got a very very long way to go, so as to build up the funds for our customary, come next year, prolly towards the end of the year.. Wish us luck alright... (=

I'm so looking forward to the bonus that i'll be getting in August.. It'll certainly help alot!!! August to come soon please!! Then, i'll hope for December to come, where i can get my cashback from my PruCash... Decemeber come soon too!!! It'll really really fatten up the a/c...

Frankly, i hope to attain the goal of hitting the 5K mark, by the end of this year.... For now its about 2k, & after doing my Maths, if i really pumped in at least 50% of the amount of money i'll be getting over this 2 months, we'll certainly be able to hit the 5K mark by the end of this year.. It certainly sounds easy, but it needs alot of determination!!!!

Haiz.. Everything's about $$$ these days!!! I think i really need a better paying job, in order to keep up with the ridiculously rising living standards in S'pore!!! )=

I think its better i go now.. I need to divert my attention....

Sleeping is my cure!!! (=

Stay tuned for more updates to come!!!(=

Its Friday the 13th...

My day started off with me harbouring evil thoughts of skipping work when i opened my eyes... After battling the thoughts for about 15 minutes, i decided against the thought, though i was nursing a mild headache...

I dragged my feet into the toilet, showered, changed & went out of home, reluctantly though...

Just as i approached the bus-stop, i receieved a sms from Cec, informing me that she wasn't feeling well, & thus be skipping work.. So, i replied ok...

Frankly, i managed OK, though struggling occassionally...

The sweet thing is Dear brought in my favourite noodles to brighten my day,& also my favourite Lexus Cheese Crackers for tea time... Plus plus plus, he's bringing me on a ferris wheel tonight, & he promised to bring me to build a bear, something i've been wanting for the longest time, without me asking... (=

I'm soooo over the moon can!!!(=

Good thing the day is ending soon, & so is my misery...(=

Anyway, just some updates about the seafood feast last evening.. Had the yummilicious chilli crab, which was totally irresistable, not forgetting the fresh, cruncy prawn... Sooooo yummy!!!!*burp*

As i blogged all the problems started swimming in.. Better get going now...

I'm gonna enjoy!!!

Whee~~~~(=

Damn.. Its the first time ever, i've cried here, in this bloody & sickening office.

The incident, which happened @ about 1100, left me crying for half an hour... =(

I really can't comprehend, why can't she just admit her mistake, & even made it as if it was my fault...

There, i was left to cry, totally inconsolable... =(

Just as i thought that things are slightly looking good, this had to happen, & there is nothing i could do, except to lament that its like that over here, & its just a matter of getting used to it.. This is prolly life, & once i can get over all these nonsenses that are coming in all ways & directions, i'll just be a better person...

But on the other hand, am wondering just how much longer can i hold out... =(

Good thing, i've got a good boss, Adeline who called up & checked on me after the whole incident & reassured me that everything's gonna be alright, & that is where i find solace, & with that, i seek closure to this incident...

Be strong Connie.. NEVER allow other people's actions hurt or affect you, because no one in this world is perfect, including you Connie, yes you..

Peace out..

Going for seafood with Dear & his colleauge, & best of all, its gonna be FREE!!

Whee~~~

Here to update again.. (=

Adeline & PH dropped by for a meeting with Danny, & some implementations are in place, & things would be taking a turn for the better, so i'll try to remain as positive as possible...

Anyway, things right now, are already a tad better, & thats something i can smile about, but the thing is, we're alot busier now, & also, another good news is, we'll be eliminating the data entry part, & that alone, already saves almost 50% of our time... (=

I'm happy... Very happy already... (=

Just how often is this going on...??

All my hopes have been dashed once again, & i wonder, just what excuses are you going to come up with, this time round... )=

Reasons, you've countless, to cover up...Sorries are on par with your reasons, & i'm sick & tired of all your sorries.. When sorries just gets too much, it loses its meaning... I don't need any sorries from you anymore... )=

Have you forgotten what've promised me just last night..??

Anyway, like i say again, its just a matter of getting used to it...

I'm not letting this affect my mood, because i've tonnes to fret about @ work, & i've got no time for your nonsenses...

Peace out..

ROM plans are more or less settled.. (=

The date would be pushed back a little, to Sept 8, due to some 'unforeseen circumstances..' Went for the ROM dress fitting last weekend, & decided on a all white straight cut dollie dress... Alterations would be done, for me to fit into that small dress, or maybe i should say that i'm just too big.. Heh.. Time to slim down.. )=

A pre-ROM party would be held, so please wait for the invitation alright...?? (=
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Went to East Shore hospital last night, to visit my cousin, who had just given birth to a cute baby girl on Friday... The baby soooooo cute can..(=

But the thing is, i didn't even dare to touch the baby... She looked so soft, just lke toufu, & i was so scared that i might hurt her in some way.. )=

Thereafter, we went to Dunman Food Centre for a feast... The food there was like sooooo yummilicious can...!!! From the wanton mee, to the claypot porridge, to the rojak, the grass jelly, the beancurd... Everything was soooooooo nice!!!! (=

The nicest thing was, almost all the food came free, because James' relative was one of the storeholders there, & everything, except for the rojak, was being paid for... The claypot porridge, came @ a discounted price, although it wasn't free..

By the end of the feasting session, everyone was like so bloated lor... )=

Yesterday was nice!!!! I soooooooo enjoyed myself!!! (=

Finally, after what seems to be eternity, the weekend is finally here....

I've been, for the longest time, waiting for this day, where i can free myself from all the hiccups, & people complaining about the way we work... Finally, finally, finally...

Then again, how long can this happiness last...??? Come Monday, i'll still have to return to that dreadful place & battle my week through... )=

It seems that i've been complaining about everything there... But the fact is, there is absolutely nothing, not to complain about ok...!!

We don't even have the most decent water dispenser over there... No fridge, no pantry, no tissue paper... My workstation is already so cramped & it barely has space for my Tom & Jerry tissue box!!

The toilet stinks big time!!! Although its not dirty, but it stinks!!! I don't know where that smell came from, but its a stale smell that lingered in the air... Cec was brave enough to consider one of the toilet cubicle as a sobbing corner.... Heh..

The food there is freaking expensive ok!!! On my first day, Dear came over to look for me, & we ate @ the one & only stall next to my office, & it cost him a freaking $9 for the most simplest dishes!! We had chap chye rice... Dear ordered curry chicken plus 2 other veggies, while mine went with a fish cake, curry veggies & toufu... I didn't even have any meat & it cost us a freaking $9 with a cup of tea & a can of crysentemum tea??? Lets put his rice say @ $3, & mine maybe @ $2.50, plus the drinks @ $2.. Thats only $7.50 the max... Why $9?? I really don't understand... Its just a ulu ayam stand alone store & its so freaking ex???

We had our famous duck rice with charsiew @ the Tanjong Pagar Food Market, on Thursday, & its only $3.50 per plate.. So its $7, for 2 plates & Dear had dessert, his all time favourite peanut ice-kachang @ $1.50, its freaking cheap & most importantly, its nice!!! (=

The only thing is, i'll have to walk quite a distance just to have that...=x

Its a good 15 minutes walk from where i'm located, & another 15 minutes back... Haiz.. Can u imagine how ulu ayam that stupid company is situated..?? Its hell man...!!!

Anyway, i hope the upcoming meeting would make our life there a tad better... (=

I think i better end here.. What a complainsome entry!!! But wait.. Cec's entry is no better.. If you don't believe, go into her page, which is linked from here, & read it for yourself...

updated 1617hrs:

Everything is just driving me nuts ok!!!! Receieved news that Cec might be tendering tomorrow, & if she really really does, i think i'll die very terribly... I'm 2 months away from completing my contract, & if i give up now, my bonus & hard work for the past months will go down the drain...
)=

I'm not going to give up my 1.2K , just because of some people... Its alot of money to me, & i can really do tonnes with that amount of money lor.. So, once i get the bonus, i will leave no matter what.. i've already made up my mind, & nothing's going to change it, i supposed.. Unless Cec is staying, i might just stay, until her contract expires... Then, we'll juz leave together..

To Cec:

Remember, i'll NEVER EVER leave you in the lurch.. But if u really tender tomorrow, i'll leave by the end of my contract... So, juz press on for the time being, if you still can.. Think of the bonus...(=
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My work is in a terrible mess, the messiest, since i stepped into this working society... I've never in my life worked so messily....

We shifted here, wanting to cut down on all unnessasary miscommunications, but ended up with dealing with even more of it, over the four days here... )=

Having to blend into the culture here, is NEVER easy... I'm still struggling to cope with things like having to clear your own rubbin bin, having to verbalise special instructions even when everything is already written down in black & white before passing the orders, the bad air in the office, (Danny is smoking ALL THE TIME) & so many other little things that we have to cope with...

Even as i update this entry, i'll have to keep a lookout for any possible spies, standing around, & invading into my privacy... )=

To keep this short, we've made a wrong choice, agreeing to move here... )=

Today was no better... )=

The day kicked off with Cec crying because of a stupid remark made by Sally, a remark we deemed ridiculous, really really ridiculous...

Anyway, we've since feedbacked to Adeline about the whole incident, we hope that our stay there would be a more pleasant one..

I was so affected that i was fretting even during my lunch break with LKK... He, seeing the very unhappy me, asked:

dear, can u tell me what can i do to make you smile...?? I replied: there is nothing you can do, because you ain't the one who made me unhappy!!

Well, all that aside, i shall blog about something happy, as requested by LKK..

The only happy thing is the fac that i'm able to meet him for lunch for the past 2 days.. (=

He's so sweet to walk that far, sending me all the way to my office in the morning, & also pick me up for lunch... Its a good 15 minutes walk from his office, & another 15 minutes walking back, & for that, i'm so over the moon.. (=

Plus, plus, plus, today is our 11th month...(=(=(=

Happy 11th month Dear..

143 1314!!!(=

Today was the worst day i ever ever lived.... *brrrrrr!!!*

First, i stepped into my new office, & to my horror, it was so much smaller than i've imagined.. The space on my new workdesk, barely has any space for my order sheets, after putting my compt, my pen-holder, & my side tray..

I've totally no space for putting my photo frame, my handphone holder, & my cup!!! )=

Then it was Sally who wanted to brief me on their 'company policy', which totally turned me off...

Fist she told me, i've got to follow the duty roster to vacume the floor, which i obliged, since i'm in their premises right now... But as she continued, she was going more overboard when she told me that i was not allowed to call Danny by name, & i'll have to call him Boss, & she even went to the extend of forbidding me entry 'Boss' room, & WORST STILL, i was not allowed to even call him on his mobile!!!!!

I do not agree on the latter, because in any way, they're not the ones paying us, more so, they are just our vendors, not vice versa, & why should my movements be watched & worst restricted by her...??

She was watching us, even while we were using her printer & fax machine... It seems that every movement of ours is being closely watched, which made me & Cec felt really very uncomfortable...

Like there was one incident this morning, & Jessie wanted to complain, & she even threatened to send an email out with regards to this matter... So, with no extra time to waste, i went straight into Danny's office & explained the whole senario to him... Almost immediately, i was sat down by Sally, & was told that i'm not allowed in Danny's room..

Tell me then, if i am not allowed in Danny's room, or even to call him on his mobile, which was obviously redundant now, how am i going to pre-empt him of whats coming his way...???

I seriously think Sally is being overly paranoid over the slightest thing...

Well, lets stop here about her, because, if i were to continue, it'll jus bore my already very boring entry... )=

Then there was the new M1 broadband, which keeps getting D/C, & it got on my nerves so much so that i was like kept bugging the poor Lawrenz to troubleshoot for me... )=

The best part is, besides the new shoes thats giving me a hard time walking, my time of the month chose to visit me today, & it just added more pain to my day, & my later part of the day was gloomy... Really really gloomy... )=

Luckily, LKK brighten my day by bringing me to Party World to unwind a bit, & i felt alot better... (=

Thanks Dear, for walking me to the office, meeting me for lunch, & bringing me to Party World...(=

Its tme i turn in now.. I hope to get nice sweet dreams tonight... *pray*

No nightmares please!!!

I like it this way now, having you by my side... Its all i want & need... (=

I love it this way... Really... I'm heartily contented..

Fianlly, you've claimed that your busiest period is over, meaning the coming of June, marks a new beginning for us...

I'm so looking forward to it....(=

Hopefully, all my hopes won't get dashed ever again...