我好喜欢同手同脚这首歌...

You are the only reason why i love this song so much.... The only thing that you prolly won't know is that i fell in love instantly with this song, because i felt, it said so much about us right now....

The fact is i've finally found you, the love of my life, & i wish for you to know that, i'm looking no further, because, deep down, i know that you're totally irreplaceable... Your love for me, spoke through your actions, & thats something i don't & won't deny...

But the only i'm very concerned about, is the fact that you're neglecting me totally while @ work, & thats something, thats taking the toll on me...)=

I thought it was sweet for me to check on you constantly, but yet you found it irritating... When i pointed out to you the fact that you're neglecting me juz because of work, you denied it... Even when i sent you a desperate sms for you to call me back, the call never came, & you only realise when yor're back @ home, that my sms came @ 5pm, & you always blamed work, but never yourself...

I can understand the fact that you're very busy, but does being very busy, gave you the reason to neglect me now, & maybe my pregnancy, & the baby in future...?? I cannot picture that @ all...

I've been blog hopping, & i've seen my fair share of those guys who actually neglect their wives during pregnancy, & even after the arrival of their little one... Its really sad, for the wives to be managing everything alone, while the guys did absolutely nothing @ all....

You've asked me to give you my surpport, which i did in many ways, including sending you couriers, even to the extend of cabbing down to send pipping hot dinner, calling you every now then, to check on you, waiting up till late night for you & so on...

If you've never meant a single thing to me or given you my surpport, why need i go to this extend in the very first place..??

Its my way of showing you the surpport you said you need, & the only thing you need to know, is the fact that i've put in enough efforts to show you that i care, & i really do...

If you want to mis-interpret my actions as being irritating, i've nothing better to say...

But thats my way of showing you that i care & love you deeply...

I wish we'll be over this rough patch real soon, & gone with the month of May would be all the unhappiness that occured between us, just because of your work...

我要和你同手同脚走下去(=

Its a good thing that i'm still able to blog this very last entry from my DT office.. Shall be a short one, because the IT guy is now here to help us link up the computer from our office here into our new premises.. Anyway, being the not very computer-savvy me, i think i better stop trying to explain what the IT guy is doing right now.. Heh...

I would like to extend my deepest grattitude, to whosoever tagged me with words of encoragements yesterday...(=

We're fine already, & being the very evil me, i make him 'pay back' by taking me to either Jack's Place or New York New York for dinner.. Heh...(=

Actually, the mini-celebrarion was for our 11th month... I told him i was craving for steak, & he agreed to Jack's Place yesterday, & i was so over the moon when he said OK!!!(=

The steak was sooooooo~~~~~~~~~~ yummy!!!!(=

Got to go now... No hogging onto the computer, becuase the IT guy is waiting...

Cec said he was shuai~~~~ which i agree lah.. Look a tad like Nicholas Tze.... Heh...(=

Last but not least, goodbye, my BELOVED office... I'll certainly miss everything here... )=

It had hit Thursday, & in other words, Cec & myself will be bidding goodbye to this place, a memories-filled place, be it happy or sad...

Although our stay here was a very short one, but its long enough for Cec & me to start missing this cozy little space of us, come Monday...

Now, here are some pictures of my office... I'll certainly miss this place LOADS!!!!!!









the shiok-ness of having the whole office, all to ourselves.... the mailroom....

















my very spacious desk.. like manager's desk hor...?? But its so empty now...(=


Goodbye desk...*_*











the overview of my office...


























And yes, the one with that hibiscus on her hair is none other than Cec, & the one sitting behind, trying to reach for the rabbit cushion is Reg, & as you can see from the cartons beside our desk, we're all ready to go!!!


Sweet memories will stay... It forever will....(=


This is in bid of a final goodbye for this room which once filled with laughter & anger... The only person staying will be Reg... All alone, in this office, machiam like CEO like that... Heh..


Leaving with us will be the days we debate over the slightest matter, & having Reg fire back with every single staement we make.... Despite all these, she still bought tidbits for us.. Its her way of saying goodbye to us, so she's still nice afterall...(=


This will be a make-up post for tomorrow, because by morning tomorrow, we'll be computerless )=

Its 0809, & here, i'm blgging... Don't wonder why... Don't get the wrong idea, because i've have had a sleepless night, & thats the only reason i'm here blogging @ this hour...

Depressed is one word that says it all...

Had an heated argument with him last night, & it went on till the wee hours of this morning...

I won't be going into details as to why the heated argument started, because, for those who have been following my blog, would have known what sparked the argument...

One word, its work...

Work had seriously deprived me of personal time with him, deprived me of the nightly phone calls with him, even the times of SMS-es have dropped or to be exact, none @ all during the day...

On good days, i'll get one or two.. On bad days, i totally get none of the calls or SMS-es @ all.. I would have to call him, just to check if he have had his meals, if he had went to pee.. Yes.. You haven't read it wrongly.. I have to check if he had pee-ed.... Can anyone imagine that...??

Eversince his 'promotion' came, he's been working like a log... Sometimes, i do wish the 'promotion' never came @ all, if i had known i've to be deprived of so many things just because of this 'promotion'....

Its not just this that sparked the argument...

He has been going home ultra late this few days, & i think his Mum harboured the wrong idea of me, having her son with me all the time, & that it have deprived her of the time she get to spend with the son, but thats so not true!!!

You ask me, why do i make such a statement...

On many occassions , while i was on the line with him, i will hear his Mum pass very hurtful & sacrastic remarks like:

- Ask your girlfriend to take care of you lah!!!

- You love creating a nusiance of yourself by staying overnight @ her place right...??

In actual fact, no one ever found him to be a pain, spending the night over my place @ all..!! On what grounds does she need to make such hurtful statements, ALOUD...??? Plus the fact that he does not stay over every single weekend.. Only occassionally....

Why need i put up with living with the bad name, his Mum has knowingly or unknowingly tagged me with...??? Is this being fair to me..?? I don't think i've done anything wrong to deserve such treatment...

On one hand, i've got to cope with being alone most of the times, with no calls or SMSes telling me that he still remembers me admist his workload... His SMSes came only when i told him thats the least i expect of him...

On the other hand, i've got to cope with the Mum's own assumptions & accusations about me, making her son solely mine, & put up with whatever curt remarks she passed...

She gave us the go-ahead when we first told her about our plans of settling down... But now, she roti-prata-ed her statement, & told her son that we're settling down 'too soon'....

There are still so much i want to blog about, but i don't wish to continue from here anymore, because i know i can't...

I'm on the verge of a breakdown, depression is kicking in yet again...

Didn't i say i'm not going into details..???

Maybe you guys should congraulate me, because i've asked for it... Did i...??

Finally it rain-ed yesterday... Thats somethinng worth smiling about... (=

Not only did the aircon in the office become exceptionally cooling, even the air outside office, is no longer humid & stale...(=

Now, some updates on the upcoming office shifting.. Both me & Cec are more or less done with the packing, & we're ready to go... My desk right n0w seems so spacious.. What i'm left on the desk right now are things like my desktop, my cup, my Dale handphone holder, a calender, my order sheets, along with some stationaries...

The shifting will commence on Friday afternoon, & we'll have to go into office on Saturday to unpack, & from Monday onwards, we'll be starting work over there... One thing to be happy about, is that we'll be allowed to bring our comfy red chair over...(=

Yippie~~~~(= (=

Alright, i'll be taking some farewell pics from here, & will be uploading it once available...(=

Stay tuned for more updates to come.. (=

A note to myself: stay happy & positive...

I really really wonder why do people flip flop their statements, just like roti-pratas...


A couple of incidents actually left me jaded & disappointed with why do people always twist their statements... )=

The most recent one occured @ work yesterday, & i'm not going to go into details, because it'll prolly take eternity for the whole story to be told... )=

All i want to say is that, we've got a good dressing down from clients for nothing, all thanks to the flip flop statements made by our courier contractor, & we're left with nothing, but a company's tarnished reputation, & an explaination oweing to our clients...

Have it ever occured to them the seriousness of their flip flop statements...??? I doubt they do...

Walked into office this morning, only to be welcomed by client demanding an explaination for the incident that wasn't even our fault in the very first place..!! It all boils down to having the courier contractor's contridicting statements that landed us in deep deep shite.. Haiz...

P/S: Dear, do you consider this as an entry too emo also...?? I hope not..

Gotta go clear whatever shite now...

Shall update soon...(=

How time flies!!!

We're @ the end of May, & its Monday again...It'll be another 4 more days here, before i bid a final farewell to my comfort zone, & shift to a place i cannot call home as of now, because of the uncertainties thats coming our way.....

Here @ this office, we have everything we need.. A fridge to store our groceries, a cool water dispenser & ice cubes for us to quench our thirst, a relatively clean toilet for us to ease ourselves, big or small, a workstation, which provides us with ample space to work, & & &, gone would be the days where we have a office all to ourselves, & the freedom of laughing aloud @ the most lamest joke...

I reckon we'll need some time to re-adapt to the new enviroment, to the very limited resources over @ the new office, also with the people over there...

I'm kinda worried.. Only me & Cec is moving over, & that implies that, we'll only have each other to depend on, & we can shelve the idea of going on MC or leave that easily anymore...)=

On one hand, i'm happy to be moving over there, because there is Lao Kok Kok, but on the other hand, i'm sad because i'll be missing some of the really fun people here... )=

I shall update more about this when the time comes...(=

Its 1411 now, & i'm @ home, with absolutely no idea of what i can do, to kill time...

Waiting for Lao Kok Kok to knock off from work, before deciding on whether to meet today or not...

Poor him... Its the peak period now, & that explains his long working hours, very often eating into our own personal time... =(

Frankly, to a certain extend, i'm resentful @ him because of this... I mean, he can like totally forget about having his lunch or dinner, & work through the day..

Like last saturday, he actually worked till close midnight, & when i asked if he had eaten, i always get answers like: not yet or no appetite, which makes my blood boil!!

Thats also the reason why his fever & giddiness refused to budge for about 1 week now.. It really pains my heart, having to see him drag his weak & tired body into office & leave for home very very late..

Like last night, i waited for him to knock off @ about 2030, & we headed for dinner.. By the time we reached the train station for home, it was already 2130, & the baddie me asked him:

Dear, can you send me home? His answer never came, but i kept numb, & in the end, he did send me bck to Tampines, before heading back to Woods...

I'm greatful, & i know he is trying his best, to make up to me, for whatever time lost.. I'm greatful, very very greatful, also happy to know that, @ least, he still do care afterall...=) Thanks Dear, for your efforts.. I see it..=)

I sent some chiffon cakes to his mentor, Uncle Rocky, to thank him for taking care of Dear during this very difficult time, & for that, he thanked me profusely... So cute lah him=)

Uncle Rocky was telling me that this is the life, in the travel industry, after learning that Dear & I had many heated arguements because of this.. He even promised to take good care of Dear, & makes sure that he eats his meals regularly... =)

Alright peeps.. Gotta hit the showers for now.. =)

i'm dizzy with happiness because i've changed blogskin successfully after so long & even plucked up enough courage to get my URL changed...=)

The previous one has been with me for about 2 years, & that explains why, like i've disclosed in my virgin entry, that i took so long to ponder about whether to start everything afresh...=)

I'm really happy that i've finally did it...=)
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The weather is horrendous, & because of that, i've been having dizzy spells...

Since this morning, i've gulped down 3 glasses of skyme juice, better known as iced water, but i still want more!!! =(

Worst still, i can hit the showers, & come out sweating within 5 minutes, & its really getting on my nerves, despite having the fan on full speed!!!=(

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ANNOUNCMENT=)

My boss called me minutes ago, & informed that we'll be shifting office very very soon.. We'll be starting in our new premises, the office of our courier contractor, come June 2nd.... It'll be in Tanjong Pagar, which meant that i can meet Lao Kok Kok for lunch very very often... Heh... =)

I'm soooo happy, but on the other hand we might not have internet connection over there....=(

Lets pray that we'll have...=)

My entry today is C.O.L.O.U.R.F.U.L..=)

more to come, so stay tuned!!=)

Yesh... I've finally did it....

After much pondering, i decided that its about time for me to start a new blog.. Afterall, come August 18th, i'll be stepping into another phrase of my life... =)

I've even edited my URL to a much happier one, & i hope you guys will like it... =)

I'll be deleting my previous blog, & from now on, blogging from here...=)

Enjoy your stay here peeps!!!